Monday, July 26, 2004

Vestibular pagoda

 
It is very intense being inside a tent with someone. Especially so as tents are designed for minimum weight and hence they are not very spacious, especially when you are trying to change your underwear at dusk using your headlamp (or maglite in the mouth trick) and find yourself in the weirdest and apparently the most unflattering positions. Although, what perturbs others evidently sources to invigorate me, as well as being ensconsed by wilderness; which endows me with excitement, profundity and serene delight and rapture.

The intensity of being next to a naked body in a tent is one of immesurable immensities, there are so many simple joys or profound thoughts going through ones head that at one moment it feels like your mind will explode, just wanting to sqeeze this love and vent the exquisite hunger and madness perfectness intenseness.  The next moment in a cloud of ardor your enveloped, feeling surreptitiously alive and, the passion the blood, energetically yet soflty erotic and  turned on, ardently aware of the hot bodies' attention on you, how raw it feels, and the pounding hearts against each other. The transgressive dynamic turns taboo into 666, kohlbergs sixth, lucifers sickth Gods smiling open eye.
The next serene moment you might feel peacefully relaxed and you can hear your breathing and your heart beat in your temple that is resting on your bulky sleeping bag cover stuffed with remanants of clothes; a makeshift pillow/ 

Somewhere in this tent, wherever it is, wherever it is mounted, amongst beauty; beauty is being transcribed, transcending the beautiful, two bodies cling to one another in the midst of a world of chaos, and shrouded only when escape into this wilderness prevails. Only when escape to a place where their minds can rest is achieved. It is what runs deep through their very veins and bodies, this particular sense of belonging.
  The inner newsreel stops violently spinning and reassorting itself, and the mind can clean itself out, bathe in relaxation, lounge and loll and find equilibrium. This is how the untouched territory and wild jungles and native ecosystems are very special to me. Powers are worked on me that I cannot control.


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